“One never knows the ending.
One has to die to know exactly what happens after death, although Catholics
have their hopes.” They were the last words spoken by Alfred Hitchcock, the
master of suspense. Although he was taught by Jesuits, his life took a
different road. But, he knew we had hope.
There have been many recorded
last words of people, some famous, some criminals just before their execution,
of actors, and of course of saints. Some you can believe, while others are doubtful
that’s what they really said.
Winston Churchill apparently
is reported as saying, ““I’m bored with it all”, just before he took his last
breath. St. Thomas Moore said, “I die
the King’s servant, but God’s first”.
But, the one that should make us reflect on my own lives is from St.
Teresa of Ávila. She said, “After all I die as a child of the Church.
My Lord, it is time to move on. Well then, may Your will be done. O my
Lord and my Spouse, the hour that I have longed for has come. It is time for us
to meet one another.”
Can you imagine being that certain, having that much love for our Lord, facing
death with joy. Knowing that what you are about to enter is greater than any
pleasure on this earth. And St. Paul rightly tells us, “death where is your
sting”.
And yet, the most assuring words of a person leaving us is in the Gospel. The last recorded words of Jesus
in the Gospel of Matthew, “I am with you always, until the end of the age”. What
could be more comforting?
Are these not the most encouraging words you could ever hear? A
companion every step of the way, one stronger than you, one who won’t allow you
to get lost, who forgives so easily.
It just makes life worth living, knowing the creator of the entire
universe is your best friend.
And if we truly believe that
Jesus walks every step with us, guiding us on our journey, then with that
trust, there is no room for fear. Our eyes, our focus must be on heaven and our
hopes in seeing our Lord face to face.
In that Gospel we see the last
appearance of Jesus as he is Ascended into heaven. I can only imagine that the
short time, those 40 days that Jesus was with his apostles after his
Resurrection, flew by so quickly for the them.
And as he disappeared from
this earth, their eyes were raised to heaven, to dwell where Jesus has gone
before them and us.
And their joy was to be made
complete. For it was that promise that Jesus gave them and to us at the Last
Supper, “I will go and prepare a place for you.
And if I go and prepare a
place for you, I will come again and will take you to Myself; that where I am
you also may be.
They are the words that give
us the hope, the words that St. Teresa knew in her heart would be true. They
are the very words that must grow in strength in our own hearts, for he is
with us always until the end of the age”
They believed in that
promise, and the promise that I will not leave you orphans, but will send you
an Advocate. Yes, there is always sadness when we say good-by to someone we
love, but on that day, there was hope and there was joy.
The Ascension is
a feast of joyful hope, a sweet foretaste of heaven. And by going before us,
Jesus has giving us the right to follow him there some day.
Jesus leaves us not as
orphans, but as a brother, who will look after us with love.
He has assured us that he
had conquered death and he will come back for those who love him.
That he has commissioned us,
to make disciples of the whole world, preach his good news. That with the strength and grace of the Holy
Spirit, this can be done.
That we won’t shy away from spreading
his Gospel out of fear of offending someone, or fear that people may think we
have lost touch with world. Or we have not changed with the times.
And most importantly, his
promise to us, his very last words in the Gospel of Matthew, “I am with you
always, until the end of the age”
Imagine,
you are standing there with the disciples and Jesus is in your midst. He is in
his glory. And you begin to feel his power, and this strange sensation of
internal joy fills your heart.
And
as he rises beyond the clouds, you know there is no other place you would
rather be, than to follow your Savior into heaven.
So,
our hearts are always looking upward, storing our treasures in heaven. Yes, we
are helping Jesus in preparing a place for us.
Each
day brings us closer, and each day is a day to focus on how we can find the
light of Christ. Yes, we lift-up our prayers to heaven praying that we too will
be lifted up to heaven someday.
Our
Churches are open providing us with the nourishment we need in the
Blessed Sacrament for our journey.
We
need our place to pray again, to receive the Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of
our Lord, to celebrate the Passion, death and the Resurrection of Jesus.
Let us pray that “Oh, Jesus, who entered into heaven,
grant that I too may live there in spirit. For I trust in your Words, in your
power, in your forgiveness, in your love.
But, most of all Jesus, although I struggle, I know I have a friend in
you, for I believe that you are with me always, even to the end of the age.